i miss the evil 36 year old man! is julian casablancas the only one i'm capable of loving? (aside from dead ones like kurt cobain & albert camus). i need to move to a foggy town in washington A$AP! is it bad that i had nine shots of espresso & five cups of black coffee today? am i really doomed or am i just doomed to feel doomed? why does absurdism mean so much to me if the philosophy itself is proof of meaninglessness? how can anyone return to the monotony of life the day after a concert?

vending machine bruises david lynch esque americana diners, black coffee and cartados (3 shots of espresso)!!!!!!, hand tattoos & the added assurance that you'll never have a boring job thanks to them, swearing on the radio, melancholically staring off into the distance